ok so i haven't posted in a while. i know i'm bad. but i was SICK. like i was starting to catch (and trying to fight off) a cold, and then i got sick. i got some kind of poisoning. god i threw up this fluoroscent orange shit for 7 hours, and was in bed for 3 days after that. yellow crystallized shit was coming out of my head, dried up in my hair (and no it wasn't puke cuz i took like 10 showers that night trying to settle my stomach). it all started around 10 pm. i just felt a little off. i had no idea what i was in for. it sucked cuz i'd take a shower, puke, not feel better, the water would run cold, then i'd puke in the sink, then run into the bedroom where it was fucking freezing, and get under the covers. then i'd feel sick, drink some water, and then try to hold it down, but like a rocket it would come up. if it had been over 30 mins or so i'd take another shower, but sometimes the water didn't last long. then sometimes i'd just wanna puke and lie down so i'd just go for the sink. i called him at work but no answer, not even the goddamn guard would fucking answer. i was trying to remember all the numbers in polymer, god i swear i was just gonna start calling randomly any dept to get an answer, but i figured maybe since i couldn't stop puking they wouldn't much understand me even if they did answer. so i could not settle my stomach, and trying to drink water was nearly impossible. i would gag it down and spit it out. my towel got soaked and there were no more towels (!)whatever(!) so i had to use that one. shit i was so tired and i couldn't sleep because my stomach kept feeling like it had to purge itself. and even after hours of puking, there was more puke! i drank a little water and the shower went cold again, so out to the sink, cuz looking at the tiny remnants of the old puke made it easier to heave the guts just enough to get things started once again. god i spewed mouthfuls and maouthfuls and sinkfuls and bucketfuls of this bright orange shit. at first i thought it was like fluoroscent orange juice, but the next day i dumped out a bucket and it looked more like antifreeze. maybe it was mutating. and it tasted like paint thinner. god i was gagging and crying and i couldn't breathe. i thought i'd inhale the shit because my stomach wouldn't stop spazzing. i fucking started having heart palpitations and i fainted in the shower. i woke up and i was talking to myself, having a dream about walking outside. too much steam maybe. dehydration. probably.
and the cold i was trying to fight off ended up being a terrible sinus thing that nearly split my head open the next day. but i couldn't take any of that sinus medicine while being so dehydrated so i just cried and tried to sleep. but i couldn't.
ok, well merry christmas~
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