10.26.2001

hmmmmmmmmm~

well now i'm getting emails to the effect of: it wasn't me, other people use my computer, etc etc., like i can even believe anything anybody says anymore. mr. you know who is so pissed about all my posts. it's funny how some people can be SO sensitive about thier own feelings, but when the tables are turned, they seem to have forgotten what it's like to be hurt or feel pain ... or feel anything at all. and if you complain, then you're the bitch. you're stifling somebody's creativity. you you you it's always you. it's never him. you know i feel bad and i will change a few things, things i suppose i knew would be bad for people to read, but the bottomline is that this is my site and i can write what i want to. it is only because i want to get along with certain people that i will rearrange a few things.... because i know what it's like to be hurt. it's not good.

note: first of all, the person who's hurt is the mr. you know who, not the idiot that wrote me the letter. DUH people go away now. next of all, i feel i have to say this: if you come here, take what i say with a grain of salt. if you don't like it, then go away and don't come back. same with every other site. we shouldn't have to TELL you this shit. i made a serious effort to transfer this log elsewhere but it won't go. blogger just loves to fuck me. loves to! and the comments are down (side issue). i have now decided that i'm not going to take this site down. i have a lot of bad things going on in my life right now and i need this place. i use it. it helps me. it wasn't meant to hurt anyone else or give any sicko their jollies. i really shouldn't have put some things down that involve other people because now they wonder what does everyone think? i think people must think i'm crazy, but then again i am. regardless of that, it's more other people's business if they wanna tell the world about something, not my place to decide for them. so i'm sorry. and i'll be filling up this space with more of my own shit and less twisted tales about my failed interactions with others. ~kira

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