100% y2k-compliant, 93.82% bitch

i went running yesterday to this total cavern down the street. it's like traffic jam, go 100 feet down a path, total wilderness. i ran for about 20 minutes, it was all cobblestones and streams, kudzu and thorny stuff. it was like an army obstacle course! it was great but i got my shoes all wet. jazz said later that her teacher saw me walking home. great! i bet he thought: what a hag! went downtown for interview, took over an hour to find parking place, there was an anthrax scare and all the buildings evacuated, i got blisters on my feet from walking down to feed the parking meter constantly, and got a ticket anyway! but! i aced all their tests and they seemed to really like me.

put memory in my computer this morning! woo-hoo xtra 256 makes me happy!

my legs hurt. fell asleep watching The Nona Tapes, and had a dream that ian found someone new and was TOTALLY dissing me. like totally started lying and ignoring me, going away and not returning my calls etc etc and i thought How Fucked! Not only did I put up with your shit for years, but when we split, I made it as easy as I could for you... bought all new bathroom shit, gave you pots and pans and groceries, kept all your guitars safe, let you come over or mostly drove the kids over etc etc, then i let you move back in, causing the same problems as before so then i moved out, and now i drive 500 miles to let you visit the kids and i'm all worried about you and your situation and your feelings, and then you go and do THIS?!!! it's true, i could be breaking my back to ease his pain, and he could just up and forget that we're trying to be nice to each other. he could just start treating me like total shit and there would be nothing i could do about it. then i would REALLY feel used. i'm trying so hard right now to make it easy on him. and he needs me oh-so-bad right now (not like oh baby)... but that could change and once everything's final he could turn into somebody i wish i never knew and i'd still have to go with our agreement. makes ya think doesn't it?

Does Sean really hit the other guys with leather and cologne?

posted by y2kira @ 10:04 AM