ok done w/ my random posts. ian thinks i need to go school-clothes shopping. he doesnt' realize that they're not starting until next month. oh well, i WILL tell him and let him say goodbye to the kids. and we'll come back and visit. if he had kept the computer i built him we could email constantly and shit, i mean you can get an el-cheapo webcam for like ten buck or so right? oh well his prob. anyway last night at karate, the instructor announced to the whole class that i got a job out of town and we're moving. jake was asking me, "Mom, are we moving?" i'm like "NO!!!!!" fuck the whole town knows now it's just a matter of time. I FUCKING TOLD HIM THAT IAN DOESN'T KNOW BECAUSE HE'D GET VIOLENT and THAT I WOULD FIND A WAY TO TELL HIM BEFORE WE ACTUALLY LEFT and he said "I wouldn't tell him anything." AND THEN GOES ANNOUNCING MY PRIVATE SECRET BUSINESS TO THE FUCKING WORLD. he bought jazz a georgeous silver yin&yang necklace and got the kids toys and gave them t-shirts and shit. he's really nice. if he gets a website i'll definitely link to him.
JOB
anyway--i've written a few peeps, some of whom actually
asked about my job and people haven't written back...
what's the deal?!!
so is my job description boring? or maybe i'm fucked to take a job so far away from my ex ...or where people might get laid off? oh i've got it. how could i get that job when my site sux so hard, huh? i've got other sites that look great, but my personal site is just that... "personal" and still in the works (like....forever...[insert procrastination]) and besides, i'd NEVER let any employer type person see it EVER so it's not necessarily a reflection of my design skills (or any other ones for that matter) LMAO!
too bad i won't be makin the big bucks, but that's ok. i'm just happy for what i got right now. i don't know, not like i'm expecting a prize but the "no response" or generic "wow" thing is kinda strange...
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